My heart has been broken, and it has band-aids all over. I don’t need you to fix it, but I want you to accept it just as it is. If you find a crack where you can glue your love in between, do so. I have spent a great time and deal to fix it myself so that when you come along, you won’t be obligated to anything.
I want you to know that it will take a lot of hard work and patience to break my wall. I have no plans of settling in less than what I deserve. I’ve tried that before thinking it would spare me from heartbreak, but who was I kidding? You will have to see me in coffee shops and we will talk about politics, science, technology, astrology and most importantly, the future. You will have to make my eyes smile and my brain dance. You will have to give me books instead of chocolates. Or a bottle of red wine instead of flower bouquets. We will have to go on dates – watching movies and eating dinner. I hope I could make it easy for you, but sadly, I can’t. I’d rather have you see the difficulty and give up now, rather than later. And when you do, I’m not going to chase or beg you to hang in there a little longer.
When the day comes that I tell you ‘I love you’, please know that I love deep. I may not show it in ways you specifically want, but always know that if I love you, I love you. No buts, no ifs. I’m going to see you for who you are and not what I want you to be. It’s going to be difficult. We will fight over the silliest things. I will hurt you and you will hurt me but I promise you that I will never give up on you no matter what. I expect you to do the same. I will choose you everyday of my life and I am willing to go to the ends of the earth to fight for the love we have, for as long as you want me to.
You have to take into mind that I am not looking for someone to just have fun with. I am looking for someone I can invest my time with, someone serious enough to commit into a relationship, someone loyal and strong, someone who understands that the grass is only green where you water it. I am looking for someone I am going to marry.
Love, as soon as I know that you’re ‘it’, I will choose you as much as you will choose me.