Day 29

He made a choice. Even if you take in all the factors that could have been the reason why, he still made a choice. At the end of the day, he made that damn choice and that’s to let go and find someone else. 

Now if you truly love him, you should also make a choice. Make a choice to set yourself free. Free from the thoughts that poison your mind and soul. Free from the memories that yes, will sometimes make you smile but mostly make you cry. Free from the grasp of your past. 

Just decide. Just choose. Nobody is asking you to move on quickly. But you have to make a choice. Then you can take slow deliberate steps. That’s all you need right now. Make a choice as much as he did. 

8 Comments Add yours

  1. Anonymous says:

    Been silently following your blog for a few days now. It was unfurtunate how things turned out for you. But after reading your entry for today, I was glad that you were able to realize that you need to move on. Anyway moving on can either be being able to forget all the sad memories and cherish the happy one or simply being numb to all the hurtings. Hope you will choose the former.

    Cheer up! Your special and you deserve to be happy.

    1. Thank you, this means a lot to me today. I needed assurance that I was doing the right thing. 🙂 And I hope you don’t go anonymous next time. I love silent readers!

      1. Anonymous says:

        Its the not the right… but the best thing you can do. You dont need any assurance as what else you can do? Mourn a lost love or rejoice the good life you have?

        I guess the only option you have as of now is to move forward. Cherish the past experience, be happy, as once in your life you fell in love. -?-

      2. You’re right, it’s the best thing to do right now. It may look like it’s the only choice I have, but I have to constantly and consciously make that choice. Let go and move on, like daily. I’m still trying to think how life was without him. It was pretty the same. But there are triggers that remind me of him, of what we had. I guess until I fully kill him inside me, then the triggers will also stop. Until then, I’ll try and try to move on.

    2. Anonymous says:

      You still have a choice – and that is to be happy. I guess you have unconsciously decided to move on by becoming numb to all the hurt. Just be careful, as that love you have right now might be completely replaced with hatred. Soon it will cloud your heart and might fail to appreciate your worth and the beauty around you.

      Your heart has been bruised or in this case completely battered but I know it will be capable of seing the beauty of life once more. So cheer up! -?-

      1. Yes, happiness will come soon. 🙂 For now, I’m going to take slow steps. Thank you! And good morning.

    3. Anonymous says:

      Did you just responded to my previous reply in just 2 minutes? And my prior reply in 5 minutes? Are you still taking a good sleep? Well, cannot blame you. Hardest thing after a break up is falling asleep. It is the time when all the memories come rushing, and your heart exploding with all the emotions.

      Good morning also. Hope it will be a great day for you! Take care always… -?-

      1. I’m actually on night shift. 🙂 I will sleep in awhile. My sleep is getting better by the day. Thanks for dropping by. I hope you have a good day too!

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