This week is probably my most productive and busiest one. There were days when it’s just me, my computer and my earphones – and I like it. I like being busy at work, it makes me feel like a true career woman. *bleh* And I’m pretty hard on myself when it comes to deadlines. I’d rather choose burning a few more hours than miss a deadline or do a rework – I mean, if it can be avoided, why not?
Lately, I’ve been thinking a lot of whether I will be promoted or not. But I haven’t prayed that to Him. What I’m praying instead is that He would give me a heart that will not desire earthly rewards and that I will react according to His will whether He gives it or not. I’m at the same time holding on to His promise that He knows my future and that He has plans to prosper me and give me hope. (Jer. 29:11) So somehow, I am comforted. I will not be scared nor be intimidated because promotion is just man’s standard, but I should look forward to eternal things and that in God’s standard, I am enough and loved.
Anyway, I slept almost the whole day today! I woke up at around 3PM and started watching Missing You with Peps. What a heavy drama, but I hope it will lighten up as it progresses. I’m not a fan of melodramas especially when it has a really bad ending. But a lot of the people I know who has finished watching Missing You say that it’s a really good one. *crossing fingers*